And The Angsting Continues

Yup. Thought I had gotten over you Schmitty. I thought those days of whining and being jealous about Kati and Emily were over but I guess not.

Thank you David Moore for being a complete ass and making me bring these feelings back up. You really are a swell guy. Player. Creep Ass.

But alas, the crush is back. I'm trying to make myself remember and focus on the fact that this is only a crush. I'm not in love with you. I've not dated you, or even really been close to dating you. But I do like you. I like you a considerable amount.

Maybe you'll come back for the marines and realize you like me too? Maybe my obnoxiousness didn't completely turn you off? Maybe every other girl will just be turned off by your marine-ness and I'll be the only girl left.

Maybe I'm just fooling myself.

-Lauren-